2007fightintexasaggie said:
Cobra - thoughts and prayers to you. Do you mind expanding on some of the symptoms that ultimately forced you in for the procedure?
So I am 47-the GI doctor thinks the cancer has been growing for about 2 years. I lost my dad in '23 which turned my life upside down, and I was getting back on track with things like mammograms and routine doctor visits in the past year. Colonoscopy was next on my list but I hadn't gotten one yet.
Based on that 2 year estimation, I have been struggling on and off with "hemorrhoids" starting about 2 years ago. They would go away when I treated them, come back if I was not careful with my diet. Made the mistake of trying keto and hoo boy that was bad. Endured family vacation in 2024 summer car/plane rides, then they got better for a little while.
And then in 2025, it got to a point where they were not going away and had CONSTANT pain 24/7 that I still attributed to the hemorrhoids even though they were not particularly large-I had no frame of reference really for what I was experiencing. The pain seemed out of proportion. I have a desk job so had been using a standing desk, took walking breaks, I was/am an avid bike rider and was taking about 6-8 advil per day to reduce the pain to a manageable level. Strangely I felt better after biking??? I was like an alcoholic sneaking how much pain med I was really taking.
I started seeing blood in the toilet in mid 2025 and still thought it was hemorrhoids.
My husband's colonoscopy report (unrelated) showed he had an "internal hemmorhoid" so I was like "OK that must be what is bleeding." The blood started being mucousy and more copious at one point which made me see my ob/gyn's PA for a looksee and referral. I mean this whole time I had no idea what was going on. The pain was awful.
She referred me to a GI who did my colonoscopy the following week and here we are. Again despite all the symptoms I was still shocked.
Literally cancer did not cross my mind because of age and no family history of cancer outside of geriatric age.
Since chemo began, after the first treatment even, ALL my rectal pain has subsided as well as any hemorrhoids, that I can tell. My theory is that the tumor was pushing them out or exacerbating things and it was possibly tumor pain the whole time, if that is a thing.
Navigating this has been a huge eye opener of "the system" and at the end of the day I have so much gratitude for the professionals involved in my care and that of others with much more severe illness. I pray that the chemo and chemo-radiation work because I am terrified of resection surgery with a low tumor. The rad-onc says 30% dont need surgery so fingers crossed.
I hope this encourages anyone who experiences this to get seen!!!