The Original Houston 1836 said:
"Forever" by Chris Brown that was in that viral wedding video and then in the Jim/Pam wedding episode.
That show was the last thing I watched before finding out a friend had killed himself. That song and that episode of the Office are sort of a barrier for me of when things made sense and when they didn't.
Heavy
Kind of similar to that, I had just discovered "Turtles All The Way Down" by Sturgill Simpson in early 2015, and it was a playful/happy little tune to me that I couldn't get enough of...fast fwd a few nights and my wife of 2 yrs is in ICU fighting for her life after a bad accident and I have no clue whether she'll make it or not. That song kept playing in my head and almost would not let me sleep that first night...it took on a more haunting distorted sound in my head, like something you'd see in a movie. I would dose off and wake up to it ringing in my head.
For the longest time, I simply could not listen to it...if a buddy played it on the golf course or a hunting trip, I would have to just zone out and ignore it...bc there was a good chance I could burst into tears.
I was golfing with some friends the other day and it came on a playlist and I am finally able to enjoy it again. I have never experienced that phenomenon with any other song...at least not to that degree.