White belt competitions are great for giving you a list of things you know you need to work on. Don't sweat it man! You beat everyone who didn't compete!Max Power said:
Went to my first competition on Saturday and it went poorly. I wasn't expecting to win either match but I know I could have done more than I showed, 2 matches, 2 losses, no points in either, really disappointed in myself. First match was against another guy from my school, same age but he's a former wrestler and very strong. Once he was in mount I just couldn't shake him. Eventually he got shoulder pressure on my throat and I couldn't breathe anymore, I tapped. The second match was only like 5 minutes later due to the brevity of the match after my first one. He was about the same as me size and strength wise, but he was more skilled than me. I had a chance early and got him in a solid cross choke, I don't know how he didn't tap, his face was turning and my grip just gave out. After that he just worked his way up and had a similar result as the first match.
Trying to look on the bright side and I definitely know I need to work on improving when I'm in closed and half guard, especially against stronger guys. I don't really believe in moral victories but at least I tried, and I'm not making excuses, the better man won each time. I don't think I hydrated well before hand because I was so nervous but even if I was hydrated I wouldn't say that it would have changed the result. The intensity was certainly different than even the most intense sparring at the gym.
The final was those two, not sure what happened but the guy from my gym took a knee or foot or something to the nose and I think might have broken it. He bled too much onto the gi of the other guy who they called the match for as they DQ'd the guy from my gym because he couldn't stop bleeding even though he had the only points in the match. We chatted with the guy from the other gym and congratulated him, he was a nice guy and very gracious. One of the things I've enjoyed about BJJ is the mutual respect shown regardless of win or loss and he was no different.
I'll be back at the gym tonight, not letting a poor result deter me from getting better. I've got a lot to work on.